I'm so stupid. It's all my fault. I was given all those chances to raise it up but it didn't happen. It only brought my grade down. Significantly. I don't know what to do. I only have probably 2 more chances until I'm completely messed up. I try my best. There's no deny in that. I give it always 100%. People can say and think what they want. Just saying that I'm not trying is complete B.S. I do try. I want to succeed in life. I'm just not a good test taker. I get the material but when it is time for the questions that count, I blow it. Why does the world judge a person on how they perform academically? Why can't they just judge them on their personality and real skills? Not those skills demonstrated by writing on a piece of paper. It's the content they have inside them. The passion, the heart, the soul. That's a world that's too far away. We live in a society where everything is judged by writing or bubbles on paper. Life as a high school student isn't easy. It was never easy. That's just the way it is. (5-4-12)

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