Today's game was supposed to be easy. It was the last game of the season. Charter Oak is an easy school to beat. I don't know if it's me or my partner. Something is off... It has been off this entire season.... I'm not sure if my partner was mad at me or just himself. I'm just there to have fun. I don't really care if I win or not but I am pretty sure I'm able to beat them. As everyone celebrates and have fun talking about how easy it was to win, I'm just sitting there quietly listening. Sometimes there are just those moments where you become emo. Why am I on this team? Why am I playing tennis? Why should I celebrate when I lost? Is it really worth living? Hopefully, these critical thoughts will go away. Guilt is such a pain to deal with. What happened today has already happened. A new day is approaching. I can sense that a fresh start is near.
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