Today has been a long day. Class went for about 9 hours, caught a ride with my friends which took about an hour and thirty minutes. Got tutoring for another 2 hours. Tired as hell... Those last 2 hours almost broke me down. I know nothing is easy in this world. If it was, then I wouldn't have created this blog to talk about what's on my mind. The thought of jumping off a bridge still lingers in my mind... It's just that some days, it gets really stressful. No matter how much effort I put in, I still end up messing up somehow. I want to have an education. I want to have knowledge. Getting that stuff into my mind isn't an easy task for me. I'm not like everyone else. I can't just listen and remember it the next day. Deep down, I cry sometimes. I don't get why I can't understand like everyone else. I just hope that it will be for the best. Maybe it will be fine in the future... That bridge still looks enticing.

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